性教育と検閲（Show Me Debate）

Sexplanations のDr. Lindsey Doeによる個人的な動画です。性教育を教えること、検閲に直面すること、そして本人が受けていると語る嫌がらせについて、頭の中で繰り返される葛藤を語っています。講義や解決策の提示ではなく、率直に気持ちを吐き出す内容です。投稿していない動画があることや、有害さを助長せずにオープンに話す方法への迷いにも触れ、最後に視聴者と学生への感謝で締めくくられています。

• 検閲のもとで性教育を教えることについての個人的な振り返り
• セックスワーカーや教育者が直面する障壁へのいらだち
• 未投稿の動画と、何を共有すれば安全かという迷い

In the last year, even before that, Sexplanations has been exceedingly difficult to create. I stumble with how to communicate in a world that discriminates against my field while simultaneously harassing me for nudes. I want to teach freely and explicitly but I don't want to face censorship or reinforce perpetration. It is a mess in my head. Recently I've made four videos I can't even bring myself to post. My mind feels like it's jammed, like a big chunk of sadness is wedged into the gears of enthusiasm and purpose. Even though there's content it doesn't feel safe to share. I'm mad at myself for not knowing how to punch through this, for not having the energy to fight harder; and I'm mad at society for all the barriers it puts up for sex workers/educators like myself to do our jobs. GAH!!! Anyway, that's what this video is. It's a vent session of me plunking through some of the back and forth that goes on in my mind when I think about what I want to do and how cornered I've become. I don't have a solution except to stay curious and give time time. Thank you for being a part of what makes this job rewarding, for being such precious students and teachers to me. I'm not done yet but I'm squirming and shifting. It means a lot that you're here. Respectfully, Lindsey